lies

When I was little, my mom would always tell me that I could lie to other people but I could never lie to myself. I always took that to be a lecture about facing my conscience. However what I did not realize that it is possible to lie to yourself. Well, incompletely that is.

There was just this one thing i was involved in, and every time it occurred i would have this terribly dissatisfying feeling afterwards. It puzzled me to no limits, I could not understand why I was feeling the way I felt. Then I realized that I felt one way and told myself to feel differently. So far I have no solution to this problem and have concluded that I just have to endure for now.

On a lighter note, I've noticed that I only use my left thumb to press the space button and my right thumb kinda gets annoyed.