This world

I feel like theres no place in this world for someone who is genuinely good with honest faults. This world is just too competitive, too harsh for someone of that nature. And I'm not saying that I am said person, just that its the kind of person I am trying to be. However, I feel like I'm halfway there and the view on this world is just increasingly bleak.
It may just be the mood that I'm in right now, but I just needed to get this off my chest.

Ever thought?

That maybe you weren't cut out for this? That maybe this isn't what you were meant to do? That maybe you could be better at something else?

Yea I think that. Then I laugh and say I can do whatever I want to.

Massage

So I went and got an actual massage by an actual masseuse yesterday and it was amazing. Although I feel like the spa should have had a sign saying: Side affects of massage may include sleepiness, drooling, lack of will to move, and extreme comfort.

On the other hand, final exams are coming up and I need to do relatively well on all of them to have a moderately/slightly/oknotreally respectable GPA.